Your missionary to Capitol Hill, Washington, DC, Rob Schenck, reporting:
That day will always be seared into my memory. We hadn’t yet moved our administrative offices from Virginia to the ministry center in Washington. My daughter, Anna, had recently taken a job at a pro-life organization in the city. She was living temporarily in the guest quarters of the ministry center on Capitol Hill. Her cousin, Leah, my brother’s oldest, was staying there with her.
My then chief-of-staff, Linda, burst into my office with the news that a plane had hit one of the Trade Towers in New York. We brought up NBC news on one of the computers just in time to watch the second plane hit. Shortly after, a call came in that two other planes had been hijacked and were headed toward Washington. One may have already hit the Pentagon.
I called Anna on her cell phone. It was her day off and I caught her still sleeping.
“Honey, do you know what’s happening?” I asked. She didn’t.
“You and Leah get in your car and drive east out of the city right now. There’s no time to waste. Take only your purses and go. There’s been a terrorist attack. Now leave.”
“But Dad,” I remember her fussing. “But Dad . . ”
In my panic I barked at her, “No, ‘but Dad,” just get out of there. Get in your car and go.”
“But Dad,” she said again.
“Quit it!” I shouted. “Go now!”
“But Dad,” she insisted, “what direction is east?”
I felt terrible, calmed down and explained how to get out of the city ahead of all the announced road closures that were moving from central city outward.
The next five days are blurry. I remember checking and re-checking on the girls who were by then in a hotel and on the rest of the family. I called around looking for others, but telephone lines and cell connections were mostly down. I toured the Pentagon site with my friend Denny Nissley of Christ in Action Ministries, the first one at the scene to provide food and shelter for the emergency workers.
I later led a prayer procession of Christian clergy to the still-smoking cavity along the Pentagon’s west wall. You could still see the vague outline of a passenger jet with it’s wings splayed at like a 45 degree angle. Passers by knelt with us and openly wept.
That same day I headed for New York on the first trains to run after two days of a transportation shut-down. I went looking for my pastor friend, Jan “Kirk” van der Swaagh of Greenwich Village’s “Neighborhood Church.” We hadn’t heard from him or two other faithful Faith and Action supporters since the day of the attacks.
I found all three alive and whole but deeply shaken. One had fled a taxi as body parts rained down from the sky all around her. She kept running until she reached her apartment three miles away.
Toward evening, Kirk and I headed down to Ground Zero to see what we could do to help. As we rounded a corner into what looked like a post-apocalyptic moon-scape, we saw the silhouettes of two dusty figures coming toward us. They were FBI chaplains. We identified ourselves as fellow clergy and volunteered our services. The two men said they hadn’t slept in 48 hours. We more or less took their places.
For the next few hours we ministered to police officers, firefighters, EMTs and other emergency personnel working in and around Ground Zero. I was momentarily distracted when I passed the small cemetery yard outside St. Paul’s Chapel, a very old, colonial-era church located directly across from the former World Trade Center site. I had toured St. Paul’s only weeks before when I guest-taught a Bible study of Wall Street executives that meets nearby.
That tranquil, quaint graveyard, famous for some of its occupants, was now filled with ten inches of plaster and glass dust, office furniture, personal effects. Desks, chairs, purses, brief cases and even shoes, all blown out of windows 70, 80 and 90 stories above, littered the yard.
The most arresting scene, though, was the giant fire pit itself. Right there, where the towers collapsed on themselves. It was a small mountain of debris, still burning. The smell was ghastly. It looked like the mouth of hell. As we approached, my police officer escort pointed to my now white-dusted otherwise black shoes.
“See that dust on your shoes, parson,” he said. “There’s a thousand incinerated people in that dust.”
The rest of my time there is dotted with memories of praying with physically and emotionally exhausted workers. It was one of the richest experiences of my life. I don’t know that I’ll ever be with more heroic, dedicated–or sadder–people than I was with that day.
In many religious traditions, “Remembering” is a spiritual act in itself. The word “remember” appears often in the Bible. In numerous places we are told “God remembered.” In other places we are commanded “to remember.”
Remembering 9/11 is a sacred act acknowledging the importance of those whose lives were lost or forever changed; the heroic acts of those who risked everything to rescue and to recover; and even the evil that is ever-present and threatens the future and the good that will always overcome it.